Alison and I had a baby sitter last night so went out to see "The Pursuit of Happyness".
Those of you who read the blog will have guessed that my spelling is rather poor (even using a spell check), so I was rather pleased that I noticed the Y in place of the I in the title of the film. You need to watch the film to understand why there is a Y and not an I.
Despite the Happyness of the title this is not a happy film. Now I was in a melancholy and was experiencing a sense of liminality due to a meeting I'd had the day before, so my perception of the film is coloured by this. My perception was also coloured by my own family history.
The film is the "true life" story of Chris Gardner. He sunk his life savings in a "new Technology" which he then struggled to sell, thus struggled to pay all the bills. His wife leaves him, but Gardner will not lettheri son go with her. His father was absent for much of his childhood and he promised that he'd never do that to his own child.
Gardner manages to get an internship with a firm of stockbrokers, but this does not pay. Eventually he and his son become home less. I saw an interview with the real Chris Gardner who stated that 75% of homeless people in America are holding down a job - something I'm sure would go against popular public perception.
Against all the odds Gardner's passes the internship and lands the job. It's at this point that the film ends, we last see Gardner and his some walking along a street telling jokes, but we don't know if they are going to a home a hostel or a motel. What we do know is that within a few years Gardner had become a very rich man.
Lots of things hit me from the film, and if you were thinking about going to see it but were undecided then I'd encourage you to go. Perhaps the most pressing thought that I'm left with is just how easy it is to end up either homeless or in a vicious negative cycle from which it's hard to escape. There was not one big dramatic thing that pushed Gardner over the "edge", but the slow creep of many circumstances. The margin between his success and failure was paper thin. In this sense what happened to Gardner could happen to many of us - I can remember as a young QS being told "if you hear a company is in financial difficulty don't spread the word - given time they'll sort it out - but if everyone knows they're doing through a bad patch everyone will want their money at the same time, and it will be this that pushes them under". Si it can be with us - we can deal with the unexpected as long as it comes in dribs and drabs - but a flood..well that's a different proposition!
I also wonder if Gardner (the real one rather than the film version) is still pursuing happiness? I'm left wondering if happiness by itself is worth pursuing? What I want to pursue is God's Shalom - which I think includes happiness but also a deep contentment a sense of wellbeing that goes deep. Yet I'm inclined to think that this is not something we can "posses" but must posses us as we learn to trust in God, as we learn to walk by faith.
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